Introspect yourself, but More Importantly, LOVE yourself.

How many embarrassing moments do you have in your life?

Well, for me I have many. Some are quite depressing to even think about. 

Have you always spoken your thoughts out to the people?

It's a big No for me. If I have always spoken my thoughts out, I don't know whether I will be proud and happy of myself or maybe left out somewhere with no one around. 

I have always suppressed my feelings, filtered the words that came out of my mouth and put on a smile to disguise everything so that I can fit in this society. 

Have you ever regretted doing something and did it all over again? 

I did it so many times and regretted every time. I don't know why but I am sure that's my unstable mind making the same wrong choice over and over again. 

Does your mind replay the embarrassing moments again and again?

My mind does it every time and I feel depressed and embarrassed every time I remember. 

Have you bought something and wished you never bought that just so you could have bought another one?

A big yes for me and it happens all the time because my mind says if it makes you happy. I do regret it but when I see something cute, I never think of the needs I have and that's where I lack financial management. 

Have you ever over shared yourself and regretted why you even spoke that? 

Every time I find somebody with the same vibe, I over share but I do regret at times for saying so much, talking too much and exposing myself too much. 

So all in all, I am just seeing if I am normal to be doing all these things. I talked with my friends and found that they are doing the same so I consoled myself that I am pretty normal and maybe, just maybe one day I can achieve the things I wanted to achieve  and share something that can motivate you as well. As for now, I am just a girl trying myself all the best I can and also protecting myself by remaining in my comfort zone. 

 I have thought to myself so many times that I will try my best to become the best mumma for my son and best human being to the people around. I never dare to hurt others, I can say that I am kind but what I lack is consistency and confidence and some promises at times. But I believe in you that you can do it one day no matter what, keep trying and do what makes you happy. Don't be too hard on yourself because we never know what afterlife has to offer us, so make each moment count for you.