Looking back, I think I was a really straightforward person. I used to be honest and sincere but also selfish and so full of myself. I was always wandering in utopia since I was a child. During class, I expected everyone to be present and complete every task sincerely. When the teacher gave us homework saying they would check it the next day, I hoped it would actually be checked as promised. When we were given other tasks, I hope the ones who are not present will be punished. I wanted to tell the names of those who cheated without the teacher’s knowledge. During most of my leisure time, I envied the people in groups because I wandered alone. Each and every one I knew had a close friend but I always got a feeling that nobody can get along with me. I didn’t know why, but most of the time I saw myself talking nonstop in the group and always trying to get the attention of others. I made friends and I lost them, I regretted it and found myself alone again. Was I the victim or th...
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