Lucky's diary

Consistency is the key. What we keep doing consistently will definitely bring the result we looked forward to. It rewards us with the goal accomplished and that is why being consistent feels way too difficult. Why? We make way too difficult and overwhelming plans, we try to do things beyond our means and when we reach exhaustion, we lose consistency. I am someone, who believes so much in consistency that I always tell myself that with consistency, I will get the result but the result I look forward to was never achieved because I lost my consistency to my lethargy, I lost my consistency to my mood swings, I lost my consistency to the thoughts of life’s uncertainty and I lost my consistency to enjoy.  I stay on diet for two days and then binge eating all the things I love. I do some workout for two days and when my body aches, I care for it so much that the workout is gone for weeks. I read two days in a row and when there is some trailer of a drama then I devote all my time into fi...

Lying on the bed, staring at the empty ceiling while the fan spun at its highest speed, thoughts came one after another. Beside me was someone sleeping so soundly and peacefully, and on that calm face, I saw eternity. On that calm face, I saw innocence and trust. I grew up making grand plans and ended up doing a mediocre job, trusting that time would eventually put everything in its place. Somewhere between mistakes and blessings, I hold you tightly in my arms, wondering what I can do next to make you proud one day. My heart skips a beat when you smile, and it melts when you cutely call me "Ama." As I lie there, I feel overwhelmed with joy to have you in my life. Living this ordinary life while carrying hopes and dreams of giving you an extraordinary one, life does not always feel smooth. The uncertainty of life is what scares me the most. What if life takes me away before you get to see the real world? Your existence has become one of my greatest reasons to keep going, and I...