Miscellaneous

 They said good things take time but how long will it be. Is it going to take forever yet again how long is forever? Is forever too long or too short? Are good things happening to only good people? And who is good people and who is bad people? I am bad because I am possessive and nothing makes me good, I am okay with it though. I don’t know if you are okay for me being a bad person or not. I am asking lots of questions but I have again few. Have you ever felt so sleepy that you just wanted to sleep so peacefully but you cannot? I went through several times. I am the hope of my family, their love and support towards me is immeasurable and I just feel guilty because I am good at nothing. Will somebody be there to chastise me telling how best I am lol yeah definitely no and never mind I am okay. I am impatient person yet I am waiting for some miracles to happen patiently. Sometimes I wanted to go back and sometimes I wanted to go forth. There are again lots of contradictions of thinking or interest within me. I have so many wishes unfulfilled still hoping to fulfill one fine day, I don’t know when that day will be but I definitely will make it happen. Despite so many factors pulling me down each day I have strong determination and commitment to think better and be better. 

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