Some random thoughts of HER

It may take a long, long time 

To realize your self worth, 

but if you have realized it already,

 she appreciates you . 

In her life the word OVER is hampering her a lot. 

Overthinking, over sharing, over loving, over caring and over so on. 

She has tried so hard to be someone clam

 but everytime overthinking takes it away from her. 

She has made plans which she had never done

 she has made commitments which she never kept

 she has made routines which she never followed 

And all these things made her someone lazy and lousy. 

She never felt the warmth she expected, 

when she cried

 she never received a consolation the way she wanted, 

when she was upset. 

And she was never pitied, 

when she thought she will be. 

It was a tear not water, 

It almost turned to an ocean.

 But then she remembered 

she shouldn't be drowning, 

In her own tears. 

she should stand up and smile 

because the real person hasn't seen her yet.