I Wish I Had Taken Better Care of My Skin

 For the longest time, I thought that I would love to keep my face natural without applying any good creams. For the longest time, I never understood the importance of Sunscreen . All I ever wanted was to live a good life, enjoying whatever comes my way. I never realized that taking care of our skin is a necessity. I rarely used any good products on my face and until the time the big dark pigmentation appeared on my face and now it is almost like a permanent identity of mine. 

I never realized how much impacts that bad skin can do to our confidence. The dark pigmentation started appearing bit by bit during my college days and it became worse day by day. After my college, I became pregnant and people said, it will fade after the baby is delivered but only I knew that it has became almost like a permanent. It keep getting bigger and bigger and it really hampered my self confidence. Every time, I see girls with such glassy and clear skin, I wondered why I never took are of my skin before. I tried so many things to get rid of it. From home remedy to trying some dark spot corrector, I really tried to get rid of it for good. I once used to have a very clear skin where people always praised my skin. But I never realized that I have been doing the wrong way. 

I can spend a good fortune on edible things and other what nots but when it came to skincare product, I was frugal. I always bought the cheap products and wondered why it is not working on my skin. For the first time, I tried to be luxurious and bought a good products and expected a miracle to happen. I tried some expensive moisturizers, some expensive serums and some expensive sunscreens. I think I have been gaslighting myself that in once, miracle will happen to my face and with the products finishing one by one, the blemishes remained. 

I know a lot of things about consistency and I never realized that I have to keep it consistently for it to fade for good. This time, i have made my mind for good. I want to use good products for my skin to keep it clear since I don't really apply all those foundations and never make up like all those pretty girls. I know I will be confident with my skin if the blemishes that I have for now fades away. I can see some changes on face from the all the good products that I am using and i trust the time that with consistency, the blemishes on my face will be gone. 

Sometimes, the best thing that we can do to ourselves are treating ourself right. By putting some effort in ourselves and doing the best we can. We cannot give what we don't have, so it is always best to put ourself first and only then we can think about others. So many things in life matter and face is the on thing that people notices before everything else. I have neglected for so long and now I think it is the time I should be giving attention to it. 

No miracle in life happen overnight. Whether it is skincare, health, relationships or self-growth, consistency is what truly matters.